Monday, June 21, 2010
posting pictures from my trip to Bogor with my friend, Ayu. its somehow a flash of serenity for me. this week is one tough week, I received my report card like 3 days ago, I got a great score (well based on my measurement), next year I will be an 11th grader in social class, its almost a perfect end of semester, but then I found out my 3 friends failed this semester, they are like my best boy friends in class, I played around with them so much, and then now I have to see them failed. this is horrible like literally, I was like punched on the heart, the fact that I will not see them next year, I will never have their pictures on my yearbook, this is hard for me and really ruin my mood for holiday. this 3 days I contacted them more often than usual, I'm miserable, why it has to be my friends? this is really unpleasant, you know, what do you feel when you make it but your friends didn't make it? once again this is hard.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Just passed the finals week. mood swings and unexpected things comes by during the finals week. well now I need a week to just go breathe and sleep. but out of expectations, lots of crap things came to me. I don't want to talk about the crap so lets skip them. Last week I found this small black leather backpack for only $5 which is perfect because it has grommets details on it. I wear it almost all the time and I love to bring my backpacks like handbags, you see, I only use one string to carry it. haha I don't know why, I just love to bring it that way. Also, I just received my custom made shoes from Shoezisme, an awesome local brand and I love it! it was inspired by Jeffrey Campbell pixie boots, I just love boxy shoes (and black, beyond words). Although I'm still thinking about how to deal with the crap I'm facing, those things brought a slice of happiness cake to me.